|Prince Sigismund of Prussia (1864-1866)|
Letter from Crown Princess Victoria of Prussia to her mother Queen Victoria on the death of her 18-month old son Sigismund from meningitis, June 19 1866
"Your suffering child turns to you in her grief, sure to find sympathy from so tender a heart - so versed in sorrow. The Hand of Providence is heavy upon me....
My little darling, graciously lent to me for a short time to be my pride, my joy, my hope is gone - gone where I can not recall him! Oh spare me the details - spare me telling you how -and when - and where my heart was rent and broken; let me only say that I do not murmur or repine. God's will be done.
What I suffer no one can know - few knew how I loved! It was my own happy secret-the long cry of agony which rises from the inmost depth of my soul reaches Heaven alone.
I wish you to know all - you are so kind, darling Mama - that you will wish to know all about the last terrible days - I cannot describe them.
I am calm now - for Fritz's sake [her husband] and my little ones' - but oh! How bitter is the cross.
I kiss your dear hands and wish I could be in your dear arms.
Your broken-hearted child, Victoria."